Spending today by doing my US History hw and looking up some colleges. I want to make sure to go to a college that will benefit me the most in my future. I refuse to be one of those people who have a so-called job or “Career” but yet gain so much stress from it. I want to be one of those people with a career that I love so much that I would do for free if it wasn’t for money being so important for everything nowadays =/…
This year in school I really plan on trying my hardest and putting effort and time to study into my work because now is the time where I realize that everything I do this year and next year can help shape my life for the future. This year I really hope to gain more confidence in knowing for sure what to do with my future even though I have a suffice list of things so far, but I do really want to take this year head on and also stop bullshitting and just try out a bunch of different things outside of school to see what I get a feel for because I’m still on a mission to find that one thing I will have a passion for and would love to do for my future. Now I don’t want to sound cliche about what I’m about to say but I really wanna be known for something big in my future and positive so that when I ever have a family of my own my children can look at me and feel proud of me for being a successful man rather than being the typical “Deadbeat” father that society and media make a number of grown black males seem to be and which is sadly the reality in most cases. So right now if I want to try something out then ima go for it because I never know, it can end up being my passion and then I can maybe one day find happiness and success out of as just as any other person would want to with their life. I mean hey, it’s not wrong to have goals right? =D